The cosmos in pleasure

Let me swear and tell the truth
               Lily,
          When i forget you
          I forget the world.
And it was only in deep grief
              Of your departure
           When the lack of mean pleasure
         -Dominated my mind
          My 'self' overwhelmed
        And  i floated in myself
                  And myself only
                Badly self confined.

In my arms the whole cosmos
          I find
When I get drowned in your sweet memory

Those sinful moments of thinking
     That i have ever been
         Without u /Even for a while